this all feels too fuckin fake. what the fuck am i even doing? i don’t even know anymore. i’m just so confused..i dun even wan be here anymore. i fuckin miss him and i was fuckin doing okay for a long time buh what the fuck now. now that this other shit is starting, i’m just gettin even more depressed. buh shouldn’t i be gettin better? its just not the fuckin same. it’ll never be the same. why can’t everything just be normal again.. sigh i dont understand……ijust wan leave..forever……
wekfest was pretty chill. we ate at this bomb dimsum place in daly city before hahah. we had to wait like an hour cuzsh there were hella fuckin people. and by the time we got to wekfest..the line there was gone so we din even have to wait in line ^_____^ anywaysss there were hella sick ass cars. hella fuckin g35s. I DIN SEE ONE RSX T________T hella bimmers, evos s2ks etc.then after wekfest we dropped off will at berk. chilled there for a bitssss. i saw jackie!! yayyy ^___^ buh we din get to chill that long =.=
mmmmmm dinn have school todayy.. just workeddddddd. hella tired. so fuckin busy for a monday night.