so far taiwan
has been pretty chill :D me and alex’s hotel is called rou mei hotel. its helaaaa nice. it has like a hottub in the bathroom and massage thing in the shower and everything lol. the snacks are free too! and free breakfast. hahaha buh we’re moving to alberts on monday. were gon live at his house. so pretty much we’ve jus been chillin wit albert his cousin jimmy and kenny and his...
can i be any more fucking sick of you?
work overloadddddd >_______<
ehhh it was okay hahha. i din like the fact that we had to sleep there ]= we had to get there at like 9 on monday and the line was sooo long to check in T__T then we got our dorm keys and put our shit in our dorms. my roommate was iite. she dinn really talk much =___= after we went to the student union and ppl did like a welcoming presentation. then we met up wit our small groups and then it was...
the parents & brother are back from asia. buh its okay cuzsh ima be in asia in 8 muhfucking days!
i can’t even fucking believe i got my hopes up even for a second. fuck you. go to fucking hell. yeah what you fucking try twice? then fucking jus don’t talk to me for what 3 fucking hours? instead of trying to talk to me and fix things? well guess what, FUCK YOU. you shouldn’t even have FUCKING TALKED TO ME AT ALL if you were gon wait 3 fucking hours. i mean what the fuck were...
who do you think i am?
yes, i asked you to do this same one thing for so long and so many times. but, no you try to find your way around it every time. you make up excuses and try to get your way out of it. well okay then. i’m sick of it and i’m done with it and it’s too fucking late anyways. yeah so i fucking left. fucking deal with it and suck it up. dun fucking call me and ask me to go back and say...
11 days till taiwan! ^_______^
kevin just told me that he’s not going to SJSU either! first jeff..& now kevin!? jeff’s going to pomona instead and kevin’s going to de anza. sighhhhhhhh now i’m really not excited for SJSU at all.. my orientation’s next week too. i dont even wann stay over night! T______T i heard staying over night’s soooo pointless. rawrrrrrr. i’m just going to work...
i wish i could go to college away
everyone gets to go to their orientation at their colleges far away. all the UC’s and states and art schools in socal. i think i might be regretting choosing SJSU already. i’ve realized that i won’t even be able to experience the real college life. i don’t even get to dorm on campus, and i can’t even join a sorority. and everything’s jus too close to home. i...
it's not the same
it’s not the same anymore. it just doesn’t feel the same. there’s no excitement. there’s no love. there’s no surprises. everyday’s just a routine. it’s what’s supposed to happen. why is it that i have to ASK for everything. yes i understand that when i ask i always get. buh sometimes i wished i would jus get out of love. if he knows me and if he...
& here goes
it started today. the worst pain has yet to come.. why me..
torn inside & out
i wish you would just know how i felt. i wish you could feel the pain that i’m going through. you wouldn’t know because you’re not me. and this isn’t happening to you. you wouldn’t know because it doesn’t have such a great impact on you as it does on me. you’re not me and you’ll never know how it feels. i’m scarred forever. but you? when we...