i’m so fuckin stressed. i really don’t know what to do anymore. i dont know if i should go to sjsu for all 4 years.. or should i go to santa monica college for 2 years and then transfer to UCLA or USC.. or should i go to sjsu for like 2 years and transfer to USC? or go to sjsu for 1 year and transfer to cal arts? buh my parents don’t have money to pay for private school anyways,...
strawberry scones :D
so yesterday i was watchin the food network and the lady was making blueberry scones. so i had a super duper bad urge to make scones! so today i forced alex to make scones wit me [= buh instead of blueberry, we made strawberry scones! aww hes kneading the doughhh! hahaha beforeeee & after! yayyyyy [=
Never regret. If it’s good, it’s wonderful. If it’s bad, it’s experience.– Victoria Holt (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
happy 17 months we’ve come such a long way.. <3
i dunoo what to do bout college! i have no where to go.. my parents won’t pay for art college, i didn’t get into UCLA and all i have is SJSU. and SJSU has a hella good animation program, which is my major, but i really really just don’t want to stay here. i want to go to socal so fuckin bad. i want to fuckin leave this place. and i’ve been waiting to forever. fuck my life....
i hope you do realize what you’re throwing away. all our work, all the months, all the pain and hurt, all the tears, all the happiness, all the memories. it’s all a waste now isn’t it? it’s all just going to the trash. then why did we try this hard to get this far? why is it that we could overcome so much, and in the end, something like this can still break us. why are we...
I’ll go out there and make my mistakes. I’ll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh,...– Anna Floyd (via quote-book)
its time to wake the fuck up.
& here we go again. we’re back in the exact same situation. i really wonder why this keeps happening to us. why is it just so fuckin hard to be a happy normal couple? i dont know why i’m like this. i’m jus so fuckin stupid yeah i’ll admit it. and you’re right, i always just want to have fun. and at the time being thats all i thought about. i just wanted to have...
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power....– Washington Irving (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
When in doubt, keep quiet.– The hatter, Alice in Wonderland (via quote-book)
with alex denise and albert at the beach! :D we went to the beach at boardwalk first, and then we walked around boardwalk and got CORN! yummiii and then caramel apple wit peanuts! yummii too =P thanks babes<3 after boardwalk we spent like an hour at safeway buying hella shiet like salad, potato salad, wheat thins wit SPINACH DIP! & hot dogs & etc. and then after we went to sea bright...
yuhou411: whats it called yuhou411: boob check up? J0CELYN MO: no.. J0CELYN MO: breast exam J0CELYN MO: =.= LOL alex. and then i showed joyce JAYOYCE: hi this is jocelyn mo. i was wondering if i could get a boob checkup LOL HAHHAHAHAHA
so if it’s not stealing then what is it? borrowing? playing around wit? lmfao. too fuckin funny. grow the fuck up. i feel sorry for immature bitches. love, dumbbitch ;D
now lets fuckin blaze ;D
last day of break
school tomorrow! im so sad T.T i think this spring break was a pretty successful one :D vegas, tap, plus martin’s house for hella days lol. today me alex and albert went to santa cruz and met denise there cuzsh she ate there wit her family. we went on the giant dipper! keke hellaaa fun ^____^ and then we were supposed to go bonfire and we even bought all the materials buh we din have...
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants....– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia) (via hit-or-miss) (via quote-book)
Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and...– Maxim Gorky (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Pain comes in all forms: the small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain,...–
I know it hurts. That’s life. If nothing else, it’s life. It’s real, and...– Sam (Garden State, 2004) (via thresca) (via quote-book)
back from vegas!
it was pretty fun :D we all got fucked up on alex’s birthday lol. (jennifer peter jimmy alex & me) everyone threw up =___= me and alex’s hotel was pretty sick too. we stayed at the aria. the shower was hella sick and there were this touch screen next to the bed that controlled everything in the room from lights to tv to curtain. pretty sickkk haha. buh yeah, we drank, ate at hella...
Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain but it takes character and self...– Dale Carnegie (via quote-book)
Life is not a matter of holding good cards, but playing a poor hand well.– Jack London (via quote-book)
fuck my life.
why am i trying? what am i fighting for? why am i trying so hard to put away the past? why has it only been two weeks and we’re already back? i didn’t realize i could get over things this fast. buh then i think i just realized that i actually cant. i was living in a nightmare and it’s time to wake up, buh i can’t. i don’t know how. somebody please wake me up. i...
為什麼.. no matter how hard i try…我忘不了? 你怎麼可以呢? i really don’t understand. i don’t know how i feel or what i feel. is this really what i want? 我真的還能愛你嗎? i’m so confused. i’m so sick of this..